As some of you have probably guessed, in Ragged Insomnia I talk a lot about Cinema. And maybe you have asked yourselves why do I love so much the Seventh Art. Well, today I´ll talk about the various reasons that make me such a cinephile.
For most people, going to the theatre and watch a movie just means to (in some cases) enjoy some hours of their existence and then go home. That´s all. But, for others like me, watching a film is not just a way of entertaining ourselves, it is an experience, a catharsis of emotions and ultimately, a guide to understand Life.
Of course, by “catharsis of emotions” I don´t mean watching Fast & Furious or any Jackie Chang production, for not every film achieves to elicit an emotion so deep and complex as it is the love to Art. (Actually, in the future I will probably make a list of the films that made feel something else for cinema)
So, going back to the philosophical stuff, I just can´t understand Life itself without cinema. It makes us dream, understand ourselves, it makes cry, laugh, feel emotions for unreal situations and things that are not actually happening. But for us, they are. The educational, psychological and human potential films have is something beyond our comprehension sometimes. Some movies can make us feel better, others just sad, and just for that, cinema is something very special, and not just for me.
I suppose, then, that cinema can be even one of a human being´s dimension in his life, and for me it is also a fundamental part in my existence. I´m serious when I say I want to dedicate my entire life to cinema, and I find that very honorable. For, cinema is in some way Life: and what is better to be dedicated to than Life itself?
So, for worse or better, I am linked to this Art, this Wonder, called Cinema. It completes me, it makes me better, it makes my life worth living. And I suppose that´s why I love it so much.
“Cinema is the ultimate pervert art. It doesn’t give you what you desire – it tells you how to desire.”
- Slavoj Žižek